Maturity....

I hate when people just a little older than you think that there "more mature" then I am!....Just becuse you have been on this earth for a longer time than mee dosent mean that your "more mature" it just means that your older!!! I mean, yeah, some people that are older than mee are more mature than I am...but you wanna know why?! its becuse they have gone tho stuff and learned from there mistakes....i know younger people that are more mature than any adult!!! i guess Im not the most mature 14 year old but.... Im mature enought to admit that and to say that I have learnd from some mistakes and others I just.... forget about...I mean i have gone tho alot of...(dont hurt mee rae) shit...i have battled the world, Ive battled people, friends...best friends, Ive battled men...no boys, and i guess that..... i have a way of selling myself as a mindless, careless girl...but...Im not....I wish I were....O, what I would do to be who I pretend to be...And if thats not "mature" then being mature is hell! who said that growing up had to suck? who made that rule? who is making growing up suck?!! well who-ever or whatever that is, I say screw them...I mean life is alreddy crap with out them helping....I would know....this "mindless girl" has thought of sucide.....and this "careless girl" takes prozact....so dont tell mee that i dont know what its like to have a whole lotta shit happen....i know what Im talking about....and i bet...
you do too...