MEE?! you respect or look up to mee?! HAHAHA thats funny

Really you must be confussing mee with someone else... No one looks up to mee...I skipp out on church, I talk when Im not sopose to, I'm no where near a good student (to tell the truth Im not even a "C" student), I lie, I stop talking to people because of my foolish pride,and I freaking cut myself!! I guess you just didnt know or you were mistaking mee for someone else...because Im not one of those people you look up to ... Im just not... I don't know why I even try to get a guy (or anyone else for that matter) to like mee...really know that I think about it...Its extreamly foolish... because when they see who I REALLY am there gonna drop mee like yesterdays news...just like all the others....So yeah trust mee on this one...Im not a person to look up to or respect...or even be near for that matter...Im bad news...old news...Just forget about mee...Im a nobody...