unnecessary change

my mom is "not forcing" me to change churches...Shes "not making me" leave the church that I grew up at and got saved at...shes "not pushing me" to like and accept a church that has a bad paster and a bad enviroment of girlfriends, boyfriends and flirting......"she not" helping the world take away my true blue friend... and i dont think she even knows what its doing to mee...





P.s.- not= totally, SO, blindly, selfishly, or wrongly