Dancing in the Rain

Becoming nothing
when I was so-post to be everything
how the H3ll did I end up like this
broken dreams,I'll just blow that kiss

lost to the point of insanity
but I keep that smile on my pretty face
and show em' all I don't give a care
I'll show em' all that

I've Lost it
laughing in my pain
I've Lost it
dancing in the rain
I've lost it
but I'll tell you that Im sane

tears run down my face
leaving that lil' trace
Of what Im really feeling
though you won't ever know

trying to be something more
but I keep having to ignore
that Im losing more then I gain
my life is going down the drain

I've Lost it
laughing in my pain
I've Lost it
dancing in the rain
I've lost it
but I'll tell you that Im sane

lost all feeling I have inside
waiting for this numbness to subside
ask me if Im ok, ask me if I'm happy
I'll give you an answer but I lie

forgot how to laugh like I mean it
forgot everything that used to be me
forgot myself in the someone I was trying to be
so why can't I forget how much I hate me

I've Lost it
pretending It's ok
I've Lost it
rembering that I lied
I've lost it

I've Lost it
laughing in my pain
I've Lost it
dancing in the rain
I've lost it
but I'll tell you that Im sane
I've lost myself in the rain




(c) Bonnie B. (AKA: Jezzibel)