The Twisted Thoughts Of Bonnie... Scary.

(topic #1)
You know what's ironic? We ALL think that our life is the worst... But you know what? ALL our lives are the worst... For us... What one person could handle (however badly) another person would fail miserably at... But we don't need to focus on only the bad... Which is what most of us do... do you know why? Cause its that's the easy way out... To feel sorry for yourself and get depressed and screw yourself over... That's EASY... It hurts like he11 but its easy... the hard part is being as happy as you can be a messed up ,crazy world... Im not saying pretending your happy, when your not is ok... Cause that is NOT ok... It'll hurt you more then its worth, later... We have to somehow know that everything isn't ok but... Also be happy... And trust me it'll be HARD... But that's why life it worth it... the challenges and the glimpse of love, kindness, and happiness...


(topic #2)
you know those scary looking ppl who hang out at hot topic? And those skinny blonds that hang out at A and F? And those "sk8ters" with their pants down to their knees?
and those nerdy ppl who... Well hang out at home? They all act totally different, right? Wrong. Yes, the goths acted depressed and drugged up. The preps act dumb and overly happy. the sk8ters act dumb and dangerous. And the nerds act... Nerdy. But really most of that is just that an ACT. I know its not always like that but really most of it IS an act... Mm maybe a better way of explaining it would be to use myself... Okay when I started 7th grade I really was myself, acting the way I would anywhere... But in Jr. High I soon learned that, that didn't work... So I had to ACT a certain way to impress the group I wanted to hang with... And Most all of us do that... And after a while we conform ourselves...We forget who we were before we stared play ACTING... And then guess what... YOU ARE WHAT YOU PRETEND TO BE.... And you then lose all of your originality and you'll try to create some... Which works... I guess...