This Isn't

You left me
left me with myself
you left me
and I let you

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I let you in
among all of my sin
I let you in
and now I need you

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This isn't what I wanted
this isn't what it was so post to be
why dose it all have to be like this
why do I feel like sh!t
I have everything to lose

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why can't you let me
be who I wanna be
why do I feel like
your not ok with me

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I wish you could understand
but I know you never will
this is what I was always afraid of
cause' it hurts that you disapprove

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This isn't what I wanted
this isn't what it was so post to be
why dose it all have to be like this
why do I feel like sh!t
I have everything to lose

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and it hurts that you disapprove...

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(c) Bonnie B.