Senseless

Dreams haunt me with THIS
cant get these things outta my head
wishing for a love I know I cant have
every breath I take is laced with pain
every mistake I make is another bullet to my heat

as I take the steps I'm making
I look back at my path and see my destruction
it pains me more than I thought it would
I want to cry out to make some sense of it all
but I know I can't, it won't help

a gun pointed at my head, a sword to my heart
yet they don't strike me with the killing blow I think I need
they stay there and taunt me with their power
So I keep on

Screaming, so outta control
everything always happens too fast for me to react
I wanna say it all, and have it have no meaning
but everything has its price, that must be payed
playing with my fire

give me your hand pull me out of my game
given my hand to so many, only to pull them down with me
But I can't keep, who I'll only condemn
And I can't keep playing my games of fire and destruction
maybe only because I've seen

a gun pointed at my head, a sword to my heart
yet they don't strike me with the killing blow I think I need
they stay there and taunt me with their power
So I keep on


(c) Bonnie B.