Special (part of) Convo.

GoodGurl-ish says:
did u read my bloggy?

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Rae says:
erm
Rae says:
like, 20 min ago
GoodGurl-ish says:
just wundre'n
GoodGurl-ish says:
make any scence?
GoodGurl-ish says:
:P

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Rae says:
the "not freakin' fair"
Rae says:
post?
GoodGurl-ish says:
yepp
Rae says:
lol
Rae says:
yes
Rae says:
and, oh
GoodGurl-ish says:
?
Rae says:
.its not like i take anything seriously ever anyways.
Rae says:
thats y u SHOULDNT date
Rae says:
a relationship is sumthing serious
GoodGurl-ish says:
I know ummm lemme explain
GoodGurl-ish says:
If I find someone thats worth being serious with then I think that maby I could start taking my life more serisouly also....make secnse?
Rae says:
yeah. but it should be friendships. not boys, that make life matter
GoodGurl-ish says:
HAHAHAHAHA I alreaddy take that seriously tho....But like I donno I just think for mee thats the only thing that will work...and its not to make "life matter" life alreddy dose matter I just dont take it seriously.....
GoodGurl-ish says:
I guess I need som1 other than a gurl make mee feel like I matter....
GoodGurl-ish says:
and thats sounds really stupid but in my minde it makes compleate secnce
GoodGurl-ish says:
soooooo...yeah

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Rae says:
lol
GoodGurl-ish says:
*grinnz*
Rae says:
i know wut u mean
Rae says:
sum1 other than...like. in a way, ur friends and family r obligated 2 make u feel loved and special. in a way, a guy isnt. its more of by choice, because they arent the more trustworthy ones. like...friends and stuff. GURLZ, r more open about how they feel. and so they show their love more open, and freely. but guys dont
Rae says:
and so, that rare feeling of satisfaction, because a guy needs u
Rae says:
wants u
Rae says:
is wut ur looking for
Rae says:
am i right?
GoodGurl-ish says:
*shiverzz*
GoodGurl-ish says:
lol
GoodGurl-ish says:
yeah....
Rae says:
am i?
Rae says:
how right?
GoodGurl-ish says:
like creepily too close
GoodGurl-ish says:
lol
Rae says:
how special
GoodGurl-ish says:
totally
Rae says:
so, because of that, u feel like, if a guy was freely, and WANTED to love u, then that would b sumthing that would motivate u 2 better urself, and take life more seriously?
Rae says:
wanting*
Rae says:
wanted
GoodGurl-ish says:
*mutterz* u 2 good @ this
Rae says:
eh. actually, i suck at this
GoodGurl-ish says:
well maby 4 ur self
GoodGurl-ish says:
lol
Rae says:
lol
GoodGurl-ish says:
but every1 doz
Rae says:
i can do myself perfectly
Rae says:
but...i always feel like im off
Rae says:
on others
GoodGurl-ish says:
creepy fine
GoodGurl-ish says:
w/e
Rae says:
lol
GoodGurl-ish says:
anywayzz new sub.
Rae says:
lol