Feel

Sleeplessness, excited
tired, sleep
awake, dressed
ready, happy
upset, blah
bored, bored, bored
not happy, less happy, mad
late, really late, too late
get there, scared
looks, doesn't find
upset, sad
calls home, talks, hangs up
tries to stay cool
sees a few faces, says a few words
pose for the world, hide sadness for later
car pulls up, gets in, drives away
mad, sad, mad
hasn't eaten anything, faint
doesn't eat, pushes limit
breaks down, eats
sighs, wanders
nods, ignores
yelling, yelling, YELLING
cowers, jumps
sad, plays music
ignores, sad
phone rings, its for mom
yelling stops, mom gets on phone
I wait, listen to music
still waiting, hoping