Words

Ok My theory on words is that all words were made up, yes? Yeah. So shouldn't we keep on making words? Why did we stop? Or why do we leave it for "the professionals"? I think if you think 'funner' is a word, its a word. Who decided it wasn't? Do I know or respect them? Most likely not. I like making up words it's fun! Why shouldn't I spice up normal everyday speech? Yeah, I could do that with already invented words but what's the fun in that? Its funner to make it up! *grin* so yeah...Im done

New Stuff!!!

Ok...I was thinking of deleting this blog but for now I think I'll keep it...For now. Anyways I got my laptop back today so thats happy... and guess what?! I don't start school till the 15 or 16 of September!!! *grinz* but yeah I wanna say HAPPY BRITHDAY to Rachel 'cause she FINALLY truned 15 (Just messin with you Rae) and I've got good news...I just saved...I mean *grin*... the good news is that I don't have to go to a dumb highschool like I thought *releved sigh* annnnnd... yeah more later

What I Am

Breaking mistakes
that's all it takes
to introduce a whole new game
And I can't say anything will be the same

can't seem to find the breaks
I know it's there but with what stakes
I wanna laugh, I need to cry
I know I like this but I can't deny

Slut in the making
that's what I am
barely a Virgin
but who gives a D@MN
not me

something to start it all
someone started this downfall
this feels so good
I don't know if it should

Wrong choices
someone bring me my vodka
need it to take this pain away
at least for today

Slut in the making
that's what I am
barely a Virgin
but who gives a D@MN
not me

How It All Began
how it's all gonna end
I had a plan
lost it, watched it blend

Why can't I Stop
'cause this is too much fun
why can't I just disappear
everything is so unclear

Slut in the making
that's what I am
barely a Virgin
but who gives a D@MN
Me...I give a D@MN





(c) Jezzibell

WARNING

WARNING: THIS BLOG MAY BE DELETED
IN NEAR FUTURE FOR LACK OF WRITING.

My "MySpace"

www.myspace.com/lovemeeifyoudare

Updating

theres nothing to say......

MEE

HI!

I really don't have much to say but I just wanted to say hello, so here a am....

HI! HI! HI! HI! HI! HI! HI! HI! HI! HI! HI!

Heaven took command

He made it happen
or we never would have made it so far
Placed this into our hands
even though he knew
it was gonna be bizarre
Heaven took command


Sent from up above
Thats what this has gotta be
Sent from up above
Feels so right and so wrong
but nothing in this world
feels all right


I can't imagine
Looking in someone else's eyes
It's hard to think
Reaching for someone else's hand
You know what Im thinkin'
Heaven had a plan


Sent from up above
Thats what this has gotta be
Sent from up above
Feels so right and so wrong
but nothing in this world
feels all right


Love was created there
and thats where its from
this wasn't my plan and it wasn't yours
and heavens never wrong


Sent from up above
Thats what this has gotta be
Sent from up above
Feels so right and so wrong
but nothing in this world
feels all right


(c) Bonnie B.

Im Back

Im back from Hawaii.....



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Your Bonnie

Left early this morning
To go to those blue, blue seas
Left early this morning
now I lay Over that ocean he spoke of

Your Bonnie My lie over the ocean
Your Bonnie May lie over the sea
Your Bonnie May Lie over the ocean
But This Bonnie will come back you see

As I Rose above the clouds
I was wondering
If Heaven looked anything like this
It was Bright and Beautiful, I wish you were there

Im gone, Your still there
Im there, your still gone
And when were both home
We might as well be an Ocean apart

Your Bonnie My lie over the ocean
Your Bonnie May lie over the sea
Your Bonnie May Lie over the ocean
But This Bonnie will come back you see



(c) Bonnie B.

Just the thought

This little piece of heaven
tastes a lil' bitter
But who likes it when its all too sweet

this little piece of heaven
Is truly all I want
even though I haven't seen him in a while

Just the thought that he's thinking of me
Makes me feel like Im worth it
I Love him, Don't know if I could ever prove how much

starting to wonder if this fight is worth while
for you...I know you say it is
But all I seem to be doing is taking

I wish there was something more for me to give
All I have is my Love and friendship
And the only person I've said "I Love you" to...

Just the thought that he's thinking of me
Makes me feel like Im worth it
I Love him, Don't know if I could ever prove how much



(c) Bonnie B.