RACHEL LEFT MEE TODAY

*tear*

NOOOO NOT SCHOOL AGAIN!!!!

ug I started school again today. It SUCKS!!! But yeah...Ive g2g and do more "happy" homework @.@

ULTIMATE FRISBEE

Rae and I got to play frisbee with some choir friends yesterday!!! It was SOOO MUCH FUN!!!!! It was pouring rain, and REALLY windy so it was totally random when we through the frisbee!! The sad thing is that I had a cold and now its worse >.< but still it was SOOOOOOOOOO worth it!!!^.^

The Meaning Of Easter

Easter is the most important Christian holiday of the year
Easter is rabbits and colored eggs and fancy dresses, but to Christians around the world it is much, much more. Easter is the most important Christian holiday of the year.
Easter is the day Jesus rose from the dead. The resurrection, as described in the Bible, means that just as Jesus rose from the grave, Christians also can receive new life after death. The Easter holiday celebrates this belief.
Easter is the center of an entire season of the Christian year. The season begins with Lent, a 40-day period before Easter Sunday. During Lent, Christians prepare for Easter. Lent is considered a time for penance, a time to show sorrow for sins and to seek forgiveness. One way many Christians show their sorrow is by fasting, which limits the kinds and amounts of food that are eaten. While not all Christians fast during Lent, those that do pattern their behavior after Jesus who prayed and fasted in the wilderness before his death on the cross.
Lent begins on Ash Wednesday and most churches hold specials services in the evening. At many of those services ashes are placed on the foreheads of worshipers to remind them to have a humble spirit. Lent continues until Holy Week, which is the final week of Lent and recalls the events leading to Jesus' death and resurrection. The Holy Week begins with Palm Sunday, which celebrates the story of Jesus' entry into Jerusalem, where people spread palm branches and clothing before him.
Good Friday is the day Jesus died on the cross for the sins of the world. Many churches hold services from noon until 3 p.m. to symbolize the last three hours of darkness while Jesus suffered on the cross. While Jesus died on the cross and was buried, he rose from the dead, and that is what Easter is all about.
On Easter Sunday Jesus' resurrection is celebrated. According to the Bible, Jesus' friends arrived at grave to find the stone moved and an angel standing nearby saying that Jesus' body was no longer in the grave that he had been raised from the dead. In many churches outdoor Easter services take place at sunrise to celebrate Jesus' resurrection. Just as Jesus rose from the dead Christians believe they will rise from the dead into heaven after their death on earth.
Easter is also closely associated with spring. The new plant life that appears in spring symbolizes the new life Christians gain because of Jesus' crucifixion and resurrection. Easter is also considered a day of "white" because newly baptized church members wore white clothes at Easter observances.


By:http://www.everythingeaster.com/
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The day before yesterday and yesterday

The day before- Rae and I sall the Movie Hitch! I was reeeealy cute!!! and after the movie Rae's Daddy drove mee home. When I got Home I found out that we were going on some sort of day trip. So I asked If I could Bring Rae (even thought rae and I had just spent the last 4 days and 2 nites together lol) they said it was ok (because they think Rae is some sort of angel) so I called Rae that nite and asked if she could come her parents also said it would be ok.
Yesterday- The next day at about 10:30ish we Picked Rae up from her house and went back home to pick up the boys. My Parents had decided to go to some Hot spring thing, and so we drove for like an hour and got there and Hiked about 2 miles to this hotspring place with a big area where the nudes were (EW EW EW EW EWWWW) and then sepreat stalls with hollowed out logs where you filled it up like a bath tub. IT WAS HOTTT. And it was raining. and it was weird...and I got scared for life when Rae told mee to wait out side and hold the door for her while she changed...because...I sall some nude bald guy (barf) *shivver* I didnt need to know...I just didnt! lol *shivver* Rae of corse got though the experience without being scared for life*glars at rae where ever she is* and then we had to hike back the 2 miles wet and cold and it was still raining and I was grossed out and yeah we got back to the car and ate at some place like Dennys. and then Droped Rae off at her house and yeah the end.

Presenting mee...

Hiya guess what I did today?! well I had a sleepover with rae at my house and saw the Ring 2 (it was so friggin good, better than the 1st one) and we hung out and called John and Peter and stuff and then Our parents arranged to have us sleepover at raes today or rather yesterday because its 1:22 am but yeah "yesterday" we went to choir and the same old stuff and then Later we took Raes dogs for a walk and met john at some place. well i had the bright idea of wanting to ride his bike...and i did...it was dark and suff but I made it alright...untill I had to stop...and when I did so I only pressed to front brakes...BAD IDEA...I flew forward into the pavement and then the bike decided to land on top of mee...*ouch* well not really the only injury I had was some scraped up palms...but it could have been lots worse cause I wasnt wearing a helmet....and yeah after that we talked and they made fun of mee (LOL JP-ish) and it started to reeealy rain and when we got back to raes it was reeealy dark and we and the dogs were all soked...so rae and I had hot coco and put on nice warm sweats and we called peter....or rather he called us and we were talking and then mee and rae watched some TV show with lots of gurls in their s...and then we watch the Incredibles (Because I had not seen it yet) and Rae fell asleep and I watched the whole movie and Woke her up and then we came downstairs to see who was on MSN/AIM but no one fun was on....so we went to her room and then I decided that I wanted to blog so here I am...Blabbing to you people...*yawn* And I think that we will now procead to bed-ee-by-time....nite nite

A New baby in the Family...

My Aunt Had a baby Girl On the 16th of this month. Her name is Gracie, she is only 5 pounds!!! James Loves having a sister (James Is My Aunts other son who is 5 I think). I will be visiting my new cousin this Summer.

Oooo GUESS WHAT?!

ONLY 46 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Some Of My Fav. Quotes

Life is a risk.
Diane Von Furstenberg

The ability to delude yourself may be an important survival tool.
Jane Wagner

It is hard to fight an enemy who has outposts in your head.
Sally Kempton

Honest criticism is hard to take, particularly from a relative, a friend, an acquaintance, or a stranger.
Franklin P. Jones

Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but some abuse the privilege.
Unknown

Either I've been missing something or nothing has been going on.
Karen Elizabeth Gordon

When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.
Franklin D. Roosevelt (1882 - 1945), quoted Kansas City Star, June 5, 1977

Most women set out to try to change a man, and when they have changed him they don't like him.
Marlene Dietrich (1901 - 1992)

Trouble is part of your life, and if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough.
Dinah Shore (1917 - 1994)

A joke is a very serious thing.
Sir Winston Churchill (1874 - 1965)

Comedy is simply a funny way of being serious.
Peter Ustinov (1921 - 2004)

Humor is also a way of saying something serious.
T. S. Eliot (1888 - 1965)

Write down the advice of him who loves you, though you like it not at present.
English Proverb

Words divide us, actions unite us.
Slogan of the Tupamaros

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
Walter Bagehot (1826 - 1877)

If it is to be, it is up to me.
Unknown

We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves.
Lynn Hall, Where Have All the Tigers Gone?, 1989

Don't accept rides from strange men, and remember that all men are strange.
Robin Morgan

A man cannot be too careful in the choice of his enemies.
Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900), The Picture of Dorian Gray, 1891

My eyes are an ocean in which my dreams are reflected.
Anna M. Uhlich

The face is the mirror of the mind, and eyes without speaking confess the secrets of the heart.
Saint Jerome (374 AD - 419 AD)

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.
William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616)

Intimacy is being seen and known as the person you truly are.
Amy Bloom

All general statements are false.
Unknown, The Ultimate Law

Avoid the crowd. Do your own thinking independently. Be the chess player, not the chess piece.
Ralph Charell

Desire, ask, believe, receive.
Stella Terrill Mann

Although the world is full of suffering, it is full also of the overcoming of it.
Helen Keller (1880 - 1968)

Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane.
Philip K. Dick (1928 - 1982), Valis

Men stumble over the truth from time to time, but most pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing happened.
Sir Winston Churchill (1874 - 1965)

Sanity calms, but madness is more interesting.
John Russell

You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you do not trust enough.
Frank Crane

To be alone is to be different, to be different is to be alone.
Suzanne Gordon, Lonely in America, 1976

To be an adult is to be alone.
Jean Rostand (1894 - 1977), Thoughts of a biologist (1939)

If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us.
Hermann Hesse (1877 - 1962)

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
Andre Gide (1869 - 1951)

Nothing inspires forgiveness quite like revenge.
Scott Adams (1957 - )

There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness.
Josh Billings (1818 - 1885)

How much easier it is to be critical than to be correct.
Benjamin Disraeli (1804 - 1881), speech, January 24, 1860

Common sense is the collection of prejudices acquired by age eighteen.
Albert Einstein (1879 - 1955), (attributed)

Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry.
Henry Ward Beecher (1813 - 1887)

To avoid criticism do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
Elbert Hubbard (1856 - 1915)

Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.
John F. Kennedy (1917 - 1963)

A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
Herm Albright (1876 - 1944)

It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over.
Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950)


All these Qoutes are from: http://www.quotationspage.com/

The Good News and the Bad News

The good news: IM GETTING A CELL PHONE

The bad news: I have to share it with my little Brother...

How To Get Your Learner's Permit

Before you can drive any vehicle on the road, you must have a current driver’s licence or learner’s permit.
You can get a permit to drive a car when you turn 16. There are various age or experience criteria for other types of vehicles.
You can apply for a learner's permit at any licensing centre between 8:15 am to 3:45 pm Monday to Friday (excluding public holidays).
You will have to provide primary and secondary proof of identification (original documents only) when applying for permit.
If you are under the age of 18 when you apply, you must have a letter of consent signed by your parent or legal guardian.
To get your learners permit
To get a learner’s permit, you must pass some tests:
Learner’s Permit Theory Test: This will be conducted at the Licensing Centre when you apply for your licence. You should prepare for the test by studying the Drive Safe Handbook and taking the online learner’s permit practice quiz.
Eyesight Test: This will be conducted at the Licensing Centre when you apply for your licence and permit. If you need any visual aids to pass the eyesight test, your licence will be endorsed to show that you must wear those aids when driving.
Medical Test (if necessary): When applying for your licence you MUST declare whether you have any medical condition and/or take any medication that will affect your ability to drive on your application. The Customer Services Officer will let you know if you need to have a medical test before you get your permit.
When you have passed the required tests, you will be given your learner’s permit and you can start to learn to drive, but you must obey all the conditions stated on your permit.
Applying for an Additional Class of Licence
To apply for an additional class of licence, take your current licence and secondary proof of identification to your nearest Licensing Centre.
Applying for a Licence Endorsement
When you apply for an F or T licence endorsement, you must also take two character references (not more than 12 months old).


(c)http://www.dpi.wa.gov.au/licensing/learner/candidate/index.html

This is why...

this is why I love this girl...this is why Im still alive...this is why I keep on trying...this is why I cry...

Rae's Blog on my Blog "MEE?! you respect or look up to mee?! HAHAHA thats funny":

http://cbla.blogspot.com/2005/03/she.html

MEE?! you respect or look up to mee?! HAHAHA thats funny

Really you must be confussing mee with someone else... No one looks up to mee...I skipp out on church, I talk when Im not sopose to, I'm no where near a good student (to tell the truth Im not even a "C" student), I lie, I stop talking to people because of my foolish pride,and I freaking cut myself!! I guess you just didnt know or you were mistaking mee for someone else...because Im not one of those people you look up to ... Im just not... I don't know why I even try to get a guy (or anyone else for that matter) to like mee...really know that I think about it...Its extreamly foolish... because when they see who I REALLY am there gonna drop mee like yesterdays news...just like all the others....So yeah trust mee on this one...Im not a person to look up to or respect...or even be near for that matter...Im bad news...old news...Just forget about mee...Im a nobody...

Things that are on my mind ALOT:

1. Adam
2. School
3. My birthday in may
4. getting my permit in may or june
5. Cameran's stupidity (*grinz*)
6. Rae
7. how ugly I am
8. how oblivious I am
9. yonger boyz hitting on mee for real...ew
10. how depressing it is to talk to caitlyn (cuz shez got all the guyz she likes kissing the ground she walks on)
11. How many casual friends I have (allot) and how many actuall friends I have (1)
12. Spring Break
13. how much I dislike church now...
14. peter acting weird
15. the singing lessons I will start soon-ish
16. how mean people seem to be to mee
17. how I have more enemies than friends
18. my not so bright future
19. time
20. fighting
21. how much I hate braces
22. how much I dont understand
23. good music
24. rae
25. pain
26. lies
27. the sun
28. guys groping mee and rae
29. notes
30. rules
31. my intentions and other peoples intentions
32. my dreams