Five For Fighting - Superman (It's Not Easy) Song Lyrics

I can’t stand to fly

I’m not that naive

I’m just out to find

The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...I’m more than a plane

More than some pretty face beside a train

It’s not easy to be me

I Wish that I could cry

Fall upon my knees

Find a way to lie

About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive

Even Heroes have the right to bleed

I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede

Even Heroes have the right to dream

It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me

It’s all right...You can all sleep sound tonight

I’m not crazy...or anything…

I can’t stand to fly

I’m not that naive

Men weren’t meant to ride

With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet

Digging for kryptonite on this one way street

Only a man in a funny red sheet

Looking for special things inside of me

It’s not easy to be me.

Hey everyone!

Yeah so ah this site is like rated PG-13 for my ah..french LOL yeeeah and I got all your pic.s up and stuff ....Theres a whole lot more stuff I wrote In Arcives and then theres like some of my friends blogz and Ahhhhh yeah so....I love you all and love to hear from you... OK a shout out to milo no looking in my direction in choir!!!! I like too have fun and if your watching mee, I freak so...*glarzz* NO-NO and....tooooo....Nick I GOT YOU SMILING!!! WEEEEEE.....and to whit...U LIKE HIM!!!..teeheehee...and to all my other homies Hi!! sooo yeah Im done...TTYL

OH YEEAH

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WANTED...

girl looking for, hott gut, with blue eyes (not necessary to have blue eyes), has to be from ages 14-17(possibly 18?),cannot be an alcoholic or a drug-ee, has to be a all around good guy.has to be funny and fun to be with.AND CAN'T have a ego problem!!
If you think You are this guy or you know someone who is call mee at:

1-800-F-U-C-K-off you lier.

Becuse he dozent exist. Thank you.

If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us.

I really never thought of it that way...its weird really...I mean i really dont "quote on quote" hate anyone... I hate who they are...so if that quote is correct...i dont like who they are becuse they (in a way) remind mee of myself...so i guess its true that oppsites attract...but then why do people look for things they have in common?....it really dosent make any scence too mee but *srug* I mean i have/do like people that are like mee (so rachel says) but I dont know... its weird really I mean we fight ALL THE TIME but... I still like talking to him/her ... weird hua? heh, well I never do make any scense what-so-ever ...let mee ask you somthing...why is life so...so complicated? I mean it could be simple if we all just said what we mean and didnt play those messed games...i get so tired of it....*sigh* life
just = complicated I guess... anywho...Ill talk to you l8er...buy

Right...

heh yeah i did think it would cheer mee up I like to go out and actually DO something.....but this time...it didnt cheer mee up....I mean how could seeing all those happy couples at the mall actually make mee think that I'm happy single...I've always wanted a good boyfriend I mean like not the jackasses that i always end up with....I mean I've never really been "on a date"cuz for one thing all the guys that are interested in mee (so it seems) are the bone headed freaks....and for two my parents are kinda ...protective wait what am i saying they are really protective!!! so even if i found the perfect guy I doubt i could get my parents to let mee go out with him (but they might?)....I mean my mom said I could group date...like with my friends and stuff (not that any of my friends date either) but group date in my moms language probly means friends are just my cover-up and i will be watching your every move and will be going on your date along with you!!...*sigh* so yeah.....but still just to have a guy...a cute, nice guy like mee...like really like mee...but those things only happen in those romance novels that i seem to be addicted to now...which may i add makes it worse, reading about there perfect boyfriends and how they live happily ever after...I mean I'm not obsessed with guys trust mee! I have had the worst experience with guys Ive been almost killed by one (he tryed to slit my throat) Ahhh..... this one (iz kinda my falt) but i took dares seriously really seirously and he knew it and he dared mee to do some things...nuttin sexuall or anything...well kinda but I'm not getting into that, and a couple others but my point is Its actually really hard for mee to trust anyone ever boys or girls....Ask my best friend it took her about a year or so to actually get to know mee...the real mee...and actually B sides my mom she is the only person that knows mee....I mean yeah alot of people think they know mee...and they might i doubt it but they might ...but as far as I know Rachel and my mom are the only ones....I think that alot of other people might have beginning to see the real mee but...the thing is they couldn't take it....and that broke mee....so yeah I have a trust Issue...and I'm apush over even tho i put up that "I'm so tough attitude"...I really wish I was tough but one cricism at this point in my life would really hurt....so let mee sum up my life for you:
home skooled (1st year hate it) + trust issue + no BF + only one true friend + romance novels + seeing happy couples + prozact + no self esteem what so ever = a really crappy person named B.E.E.B

Hate, Violence, Insanity, and death

Hate, violence
insanity, death

minds that cant be figured out
mind of a murderer
mind of a rapist

Hate, violence
insanity, death

hands that cant be stopped
hands of a angry teen
hands of a strangler

hate, violence
insanity, death

knives that cut more that once
knives that cut a child
knives that cut a father

hate, violence
insanity, death

guns that take life after life
guns that shot at innocent by standers
guns that shot at leaders

hate, Violence
insanity, death

things that were done cannot be undone
to take what no mere person should ever take
to end some ones meaning on earth

hate, violence
insanity,death

To avoid criticism...

to avoid criticism

to avoid
to stay away from
criticism
to judge
to avoid judgment
judgment
opinion
to avoid other peoples opinion
to think about
to avoid thought
thought
reflection
to avoid reflection
to consider carefully
to avoid being considerd
to think over with care
to develop ideas
to avoid ideas

to avoid criticism, judgement, opinion, thought, considering, ideas.....
is to be nothing

nothing is to be of no value, use, or importance

to avoid criticism is to be nothing

Im definitely not nothing

so who am I?

New Years Resolutions!

1. Get a Boyfreind. (not just any old BF cuz I can get one of those at the mall I want a...um well a "GOOD" BF)
2. Read daily word. EVERYDAY!...
3. Keep my priortys stright.
4. Not Letting people get away with teasing mee ALL THE TIME.
5. Make sure the people you hang out with are actully friends and not Backstabbing B****z
6. Keep mouth shut. (cuz I talk WAY too much..)
7. Try to stop making a fool of yourself...*sigh*
8. Be more attentive
9. more friendly
10. keep your room clean...ish...e....ful
11. Meet new people
12. no more drink-e-poos...*grin*jk
13. ah....any suggestions? lol

Forfeiting...

OK. w/e let the prep take over your life...let her bully you into losing friends...let her push you till your near death...watch her stupid cheerleading practices and go out of your mind in the process...watch your life being planned out instead of doing it yourself the way you want it...let her bully you into going to "this one" dance or that "party just for a lil' while"...let her...sure...if thats what you want...I mean a life thats planned out by a cheerleader has to be good, right?... Fine don't belive mee....dont belive any of your best friends that have told you before...I bet your right...all of you closest friends are wrong and your right...you have to...Oops want to be with her...you can't...Oops won't dump her...that makes scence...compleate scense...maby I should date a frikin' Jock who thinks hes all that and treats mee like dirt...good idea...*shakes head* ReallyI thought you were smater than that...you seemed (to mee in the short time we have talked/met) like a smart person not one of those shallow guys who let there GF take over you life just because she "looks like" she deservs better...but really your the one who deserves better...alot better...I wouldent sick a cheerleader on my wort enemy....but OK. have fun with that.